I felt like sleeping for five years but they wouldn’t let me.
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I feel ridiculously guilty when I have sick days even though I’m really sick.
I think people are thinking I’m a slacker, or pansy.
But I just realised, shit, I was dragging myself to work in rediculous pain with swollen legs. So I was on the verge of tears just walking for 2 months. I didn’t get a freaking “badass medal” for being a trooper. I didn’t get better by dragging myself about & its still not back to normal.
If I’m not 100% better in the morning, I’m not dragging myself there with aches and coughing my guts up. I’m staying in bed & getting better.
Stupid brain with your overreactive conscious! Look after yourself you noob.
This job isn’t my calling. I want more then this.
* But it helped me buy this baller lounge F yeah!
* N I can afford to help out a charity. So that’s pretty neat.